Alone.
Being alone doesn’t mean that you have to be lonely. I am learning this as the days go by and I am without you. I am learning this as I fight for my happiness without you. I am learning this as I heal. Without you. I am taking this time away from you to mold myself into a better version of myself, and I am learning new things all the time. I have never felt more at peace with myself as a person, and as sad as it makes me to admit this, I am finding this happiness because of you. You are my inspiration. You always have been, and I am beginning to think that you always will be. At least to some degree. I just want to thank you, for the best days of my life, and for helping me to become so much better in every way. I realize now that I needed to feel that hurt and that emptiness, and I am no longer bitter about what you said. I understand. I forgive you. I love you more than anything, but I am not in love with you. I hope that I made you as content as you made me. I wish you nothing but the best, my very first love.
