Excision.
Maybe you feel like I cut you out of my life completely because I did. Did you really expect anything else? Stop complaining. This is your own fault. And if you really wanted me in your life that badly, then what the hell were you thinking?
Alone.
Being alone doesn’t mean that you have to be lonely. I am learning this as the days go by and I am without you. I am learning this as I fight for my happiness without you. I am learning this as I heal. Without you. I am taking this time away from you to mold myself into a better version of myself, and I am learning new things all the time. I have never felt more at peace with myself as a person, and as sad as it makes me to admit this, I am finding this happiness because of you. You are my inspiration. You always have been, and I am beginning to think that you always will be. At least to some degree. I just want to thank you, for the best days of my life, and for helping me to become so much better in every way. I realize now that I needed to feel that hurt and that emptiness, and I am no longer bitter about what you said. I understand. I forgive you. I love you more than anything, but I am not in love with you. I hope that I made you as content as you made me. I wish you nothing but the best, my very first love.
Post Secret is a safe haven for people to anonymously share their secrets with the world. It offers relief to those who are caught up in some form of inner turmoil and it allows others to experience a sort of secret happiness. I love reading these secrets because I love being able to either laugh with someone or find someone who feels the same way I do. Sometimes it is nice to know that you’re not so alone.
